Monday, May 20, 2019

Autoprezentare (Self-Introduction)


In vara anului 1941, cand al doilea razboi Mondial era in toi, cand lumea era divizata, iar Hitler devenise 
" un Imparat al Imparatilor " mai abitir de cat Nabucodonosor, sau Alexandru Macedon, perioada de mare tristete, cand milioane de evrei erau gazati, sau ucisi in diverse forme si modalitati, cand intreaga populatie a Globului tremura de frica ororilor razboiului, cand Maresalul Antonescu semnase pactul de neagresiune romano- german, cand minoritatea tiganeasca de pe intreg teritoriul romanesc era deportata, fara un anume motiv si transportata la Bug, tot cu scopul exterminarii, la fel cum Hitler proceda cu evreii. Intr-o familie numeroasa, Ecaterina, Mama a patru fete in viata si a unui baietel decedat la frageda varsta de cinci ani, a dat nastere unui fiu, pe nume Costel, un copil dolofan, foarte mancacios, care le speriase pe surioarele lui mai mari, ce trebuiau sa inoate zilnic  in troienele de zapada sa poata ajunge la o familie din sat, care avea vaca cu lapte si care acceptase sa vanda zilnic lapte de la vaca lor, pentru acel copil, care altfel ar fi riscat sa moara de inanitie, fiindca Mamei lui, ii secase sanii. Copilul crestea frumos si repede, asa cum spun povestile romanesti : intr-o zi cat intr-un an. Intreaga familie era fericita sa aiba un baietel, ce urma sa fie un voinic al familiei. Iata puterea si dragostea lui Dumnezeu pentru fiecare dintre noi si mahnirea Lui atunci cand noi, in loc sa-L iubim si sa-I fim recunoscatori pentru dragostea si generozitatea Sa divina, ne comportam intr-un mod neavenit, in fata Tatalui Ceresc, a Fiului, Mantuitor, a Sfantului Spirit, datator de viata pamanteana si viata eterna. Iata ca acel copilul dolofan, a purtat in sufletul sau, dragoste si recunostinta fata de Sfanta Trinitate, care S-a indurat de el si i-a dat sa traiasca viata lunga. De atunci, desigur copilul de care vorbim, a crescut, a ajuns adult si a mai trecut si prin alte necazuri si greutati, dar am sa le las deoparte, sa deschid un alt capitol al acestei povesti adevarate, in care Sfantul Duh, Inspiratorul sau, L-a indeamnat se mearga, iata o facem chiar acum :  Se stie ca muzica si dansul, constituie arta muzicala si coregrafica, in forme mai putin sau mai mult evoluate, in functie de anumiti factori, constituie o forma de relaxare si recreiere psihologica si dainuie de mii de ani, si la care cu greu se poate renunta, mai ales in ocazii speciale, sarbatori, casatorii, botezuri, iar muzica nu poate sa apara altfel de cat prin persoane alese de Dumnezeu, prin Har, pe care oamenii il numesc talent, iar pe scara valorilor artistice, de-a lungul Istoriei, apar uneori si genii artistice, care uimesc pe semenii lor si ale caror lucrari componistice dainuie peste veacuri si poarta cu mandrie numele compozitorilor, solistilor, iar in alte situatii, muzica si lirica, sunt efemere si dispar aproape la fel de repede cum au aparut. Cum apar ideile creiative, muzicale, poetice, coregrafice, scriitoricesti, ar fi mai greu de explicat si se crede ca intre talentul tanarului si creiativitatea Maestrului, puse impreuna, dupa multa straduinta, in doar in unele cazuri aduc valori intrinsece pe scenele lumii, sau in societatea umana, iar restul devin masa artistica de nivele diverse, cei care, vor fi mai tarziu, in functii mai putin sau mai mult importante. Copilul cu viata trista si greu incercata si-a dorit sa ajunga muzician si principala motivatie a sa era simplul fapt ca Mama lui stia sa cante, avand o voce de Soprano, cu modulatii calde si si linistitoare, iar de sarbatorile familiei, cand finii, rudele si prietenii, erau invitati la masa, la rugamintea Tatalui, Mama lui reusea sa delecteze auditoriul, asa de profund incat unii dintre meseni lacrimau. In zilele noastre observam acelasi fenomen, cand mari vocalisti ai lumii, in fata unor orchestre foarte bine puse la punct, reusesc sa produca stari emotionale asa de profunde, incat unii spectatori lacrimeaza, jenati de slabiciunea lor in public, dar care este asa de umana, incat nimeni nu ar  trebui sa-si ceara scuze ca a lacrimat de emotie. La scara Universului, Dumnezeu, Marele Creator, nu a uitat sa puna si vibratii sonore, care pot ajunge la noi si care ne pot inspira, in a creia muzica, unii dintre noi fiind medii prielnice acelor vibratii si sunt imaginativi si creiativi, asa se naste muzica in diverse forme si cu valori diferite, uneori non-valori. Copilul, a reusit sa cante la un mic acordeon, vocal nu a incercat nici o data, insa imagile sonore in diverse forme si combinatii au existat in mintea lui pana cand intr-o zi, a reusit sa compuna prima melodie, apoi inca una si inca una si tot asa, apoi Profesorul de muzica, dl..Lazarescu,  din Orasul lui drag, a scris pe portativ acea muzica  si l-a laudat pe acel tinerel care intre timp ajunse-se la varsta 17 apoi 18 ani. Timpul a trecut, viata sociala totalitara, cu disciplina impusa, orientata ateistic, fugarindu-i pe tinerii care se incumetau sa intre in Biserica, l-a canalizat pe acel tanar spre o alta profesiune, ce nu avea nimic in comun cu muzica si arta. Asa se explica intreruperea fatala a visului sau muzical si realitatea vietii. Anii au trecut, tanarul nostru s-a maturizat, a devenit Sot si Tata, a muncit din rasputeri sa poata intretine familia, viata devenea greu de suportat, regimul totalitar si ateistic, devenea din ce in ce mai agresiv si mai arogant, respectivul barbat de acum era specialist intr-o profesiune diferita de arta sunetelor, a lucrat ani de zile in afara Tarii, apoi a parasit locurile natale si a ajuns intre cele doua mari Oceane ale lumii, Atlantic si Pacific, in Statul Michigan, o Peninsula a Marilor Lacuri. Barbatul de varsta medie, o data ajuns in America, a fost preocupat si absorbit de conditia de existenta proprie si a familiei sale, iar dupa pensionare, a inceput sa se preocupe intens de muzica, s-a organizat in consecinta, si cu ajutorul manualelor, ale unor cursuri de College, cu ajutorul tehnic al Ginerelui sau, Bob, Ph.D, in Psihologie si in paralel, specializat in calculatoare, facand cercetari in Neurobiologie, si al ficei sale, Irina,  Ph. D. in Biologie, specializata in Neuro-biologie, dar care a studiat vioara in timpul liceului, apoi la Colegiu in paralel cu Colegiul Medical, iar in prezent in afara de Neuro-biologie in care s-a specializat impreuna cu Sotul ei, in timpul liber ea canta in Orchestra Simfonica din Oack Park, Chicago, Ilinois. Irina si Bob au doi copii, Octavian, in curs sa devina violonist si Emilia. Fiul meu , Robert, este  specializat in calculatoare comerciale, iar Violeta, sotia lui este functionara de prim rang, ei o au pe Daphne ( Dafinuta ), in curs sa devina violonista. Nimic nu este mai frumos si mai inaltator de cat atunci cand esti constient ca Sfanta Trinitate se ingrijeste de preocuparile tale. Cel de care vorbim, a devenit Compozitor, Poet, Autor si Eseist, prin voia lui Dumnezeu si prin forta lucrurilor.  Cineva spunea pe Internet ca a facut cearcane la ochi, scriind o carte biografica despre o mare personalitate americana,  iar personajul de care vorbim in aceasta prezentare, a reusit prin forta divina, la varsta foarte inaintata, cand alti batrani tot ce fac, se gandesc la ziua de apoi, el sfatuit de Fiica si Ginerele sau, a muncit persistent si a resit sa compuna 537 de melodii, 100 de texte lirice, o multitudine de Eseuri biblice ce se afla expuse pe Internet si cateva Poezii. Muzicianul de care vorbim a consultat multi Muzicieni americani, Profesori de la Colegiile de muzica din Statul Michigan, sau din afara, a consultat si Muzicieni din Tara proprie, dar cel mai pretios ajutor la primit de la Bunul Dumnezeu. Iata aceasta poate fi considerata o " Minune " ce poate fi verificata atat de specialistii in domeniu, cat si de publicul larg.  Iubiti-L pe Domnul si pe aproapele si veti indeplinii toata Sfanta Scriptura. Mantuitorul mostru, Fiul lui Dumnezeu binecuvanteaza, stradania si harnicia noastra, iata ca dupa multa vreme, pensionarul nostru, care asteapta si se roaga la Dumnezeu, sa fie si el inscris in " Cartea vietii " , a reusit sa compuna o larga varietate  muzicala si lirica, prin care-si exprima dragostea sa fata de Dumnezeu si de aproapele sau, el nu a uitat nici o data de fratii si surorile de etnie romana, dar si de fratii si surorile sale din Tarile in care a lucrat si mai ales de fratii si surorile din America, Tara sa adoptiva, cei care l-au primit cu bunavointa si cu intelegere si iau dat o sansa sa-si creasca si sa-si educe Copii, care au ajuns bine in viata, si-au intemeiat propriile lor familii, la randul lor, au Copii frumosi si harnici, ca si Parintii lor, Copii pe care Bunicul ii ajuta sa invete limba Parintilor si Inaintasilor romani, ii ajuta cu sfaturi bune, le vorbeste despre bunatatea lui Dumnezeu, desprea marea jertfa a Domnului Isus, pentru salvarea omenirii, despre Duhul Sfant care dupa plecarea Mantuitorului la Ceruri, a coborat peste Ucenicii sai, in chip de limbi de foc, dandu-le puterea de a vorbi in limbi noi, necunoscute pana atunci, in Israel, de a vindeca bolnavi, de a readuce la viata pe anumite persoane, despre Sfanta si Curata Maica Fecioara, care s-a supus dorintei divine si a nascut pe Fiul Celui Prea Inalt, l-a crescut, apoi a suferit pentru el. Crestinii care ajung la Catedrala Sfantului Petru din Vatican, au sa vada cele mai frumoase sculpturi creiate de mana marelui Artist Michelangelo Buonarotti, PIETA 
( Maica Sfanta), avandu-L in poala sa pe Domnul Isus, dupa crucificare, plangand cu mare durere asupra Lui. Apoi se poate vedea statuia lui Moise, David, etc. Acolo la Roma am cunoscut pe Parintele Catolic, Cadaru, care facea danii pentru emigranti si lumea saraca, din Roma, acel batran frumos la suflet si la chip, mi-a daruit o suma apreciabila de bani, ce urma sa acopere nevoile familiei mele,pentru un timp, apoi m-a condus in sala de mese a Capelei in care slujea si mi-a adus de mancare,  mi-a tinut companie pana am terminat masa. Domnul sa-l odihneasca in pace. Iata cum ne ajuta Dumnezeu cand suntem la greu. Muzica creiata de mine, contine Imnuri dedicate lui Dumnezeu, Domnului Isus, Sfantului Spirit, Sfintei Fecioare, contine amintiri despre familia in care am crescut, despre mine insumi, despre Lumea prin care am umblat si unde am lucrat, despre locuri si peisaje romanesti cu care am ramas din copilarie, despre rude si prieteni, am compus multa muzica instrumentala ce contine jocuri populare de etnie romaneasca, Hore, Sarbe, Muzica de dans, cu multe Sambe, Rumbe, Tangouri, Valsuri, Marsuri, melodii care amintesc despre Romania, Turcia, Italia, Rusia, despre SUA, etc. Iata ca Harul lui Dumnezeu, a coborat peste mine, prin Duhul Sfant, mi-a daruit imaginatie bogata, energie si pricepere, sa pot devenii Compozitor, Textier si Eseist, autodidact. Sa pot scrie comentarii biblice care sa vina in sprijinul celor care il iubesc pe Dumnezeu, celor care l-au cunoscut pe Dumnezeu si celor care inca nu-l cunosc pe Dumnezeu.
 Autoprezentarea lui Constantin ( Costel ) Calin.

The sublime of Divine love, Sublimul dragostei Divine 06.12.2017 reviewed 05.19.2019.

In the summer of 1941, when the Second World War was in full swing, the world was divided, and Hitler had become "a Emperor of the Emperors", more than Nebuchadnezzar, or Alexandru Macedon, the time of great sadness when millions of Jews were gassed or murdered in various forms and ways when the entire population of the Globe was shaking with the fear of the horrors of the war when Marshal Antonescu had signed the Romanian-German non-aggression pact, when the Gypsy minority on the Romanian territory was deported, for no reason, and transported to the Bug, also for the purpose of extermination, just as Hitler did with the Jews. In a large family, Catherine, the mother of four girls in life and a boy dying at the tender age of five, gave birth to a son named Costel, a chubby child who had scared his sister who had to swim daily in snowdrifts to get from a family in the village who had a cow with milk and who had accepted to sell milk daily from their cow for that child who would otherwise have been in danger of dying, because his mother had no milk. The child grew nicely and quickly, as the Romanian stories tell : in one day as in a year. The whole family was happy to have a boy, who was going to be a family member. Here is the power and love of God for each one of us and his indignation when we, instead of loving Him and being grateful for His divine love and generosity, behave in an wrong manner in front of Heavenly Father Son, the Savior, of the Holy Spirit, who can save our  earthly life and eternal life. Here is that chubby child, carried in his soul, love and gratitude to the Holy Trinity, who endured him and gave him a life long life. Since then, of course, the child we have been talking about, has grown up and has gone through other troubles and weights, but I will have to open another chapter of this true story where the Holy Spirit will en-light me: It is known that music and dance, constitutes the musical and choreographic art, in less or more evolved forms, depending on certain factors, is a form of relaxation and psychological recreation and dates back for thousands of years, and which can hardly be abandoned, especially on special occasions, holidays, marriages, baptisms, and music can not appear otherwise by God's chosen people through Gift, whom people call talent, and on the scale of artistic values, along the history sometimes artistic geniuses arise, which amaze their peers and whose compositional works last for centuries and proudly bear the names of composers, soloists, and in other situations, music and lyrics, are ephemeral and disappear almost as quickly as they appeared. How recreational, musical, poetic, choreographic, writer's ideas arise would be harder to explain, and it is believed that between the talent of the young man and the credibility of the Masterto the world's scenes, or in human society, and the rest become artistic masses of various levels, those who will later be in less or more important positions. The child with sad and hard-working life wanted to become a musician and his main motivation was the fact that his mother knew how to sing with a Soprano voice, with warm and reassuring modulations, and the family's feasts when the relatives and friends, were invited to the table at the request of the Father, and his mother could hear the audience so deeply that some of the men were tearing. Nowadays we observe the same phenomenon, when great vocalists of the world, in front of well-established orchestras, manage to produce such deep emotional states that some spectators tear, embarrassed by their weakness in public but who is so human , that no one should apologize for tears of emotion. At the Universe, God, the Great Creator, has not forgotten to make sound vibrations that can come to us and that can inspire us to create music, some of us being mediums favorable to those vibrations and are imaginative and credible, so gives birth to music in various forms and with different values, sometimes non-values. The child managed to sing on a small accordion, vocal did not try at all, but sounds in various forms and combinations existed in his mind until one day he managed to compose the first song, then another one more time, then the music teacher, Mr. Lazarescu, from his loving City, wrote that music and praised that young man who at the time reached the age of 17 then 18 years. Time has passed, totalitarian social life with the imposed, atheistic oriented discipline, flees the young people who dared to enter the Church, channeled that young man to another profession, which had nothing in common with music and art. This explains the fatal interruption of his musical dream and the reality of life. Years passed, our young man matured, became Husband and Father, he worked hard to support the family, life became hard to bear, the totalitarian and atheistic regime, became more and more aggressive and arrogant, the man in question, He was a specialist in a different profession than sound art, worked for years outside of the Country, then left and reached between the two major Oceans of the world, Atlantic and Pacific, in the State of Michigan, the Great Lakes Peninsula. The middle-aged man, once in America, has been pre-occupied and absorbed by the condition of his own existence and his family, and after his retirement, he began to intensively preoccupied with music, organized himself with the help of textbooks, college courses, with the technical help of His Son-in-law, Bob, Ph. D, in Psychology and Computer Science Research in Neuro-biology, and his daughter, Irina, Ph. D. in Biology, specializing in Neuro-biology, but who studied violin during high school, then at the College in parallel with the medical College, and now, besides Neurobiology, in which she specialized together with her Husband, during her spare time playing violin in the Symphony Orchestra In Chicago. They having two lovely children, Octavian who study violin and Emilia. My Son Robert is expert in commercial computers, his wife Violet is a clerk they having a daughter, Daphne.
Nothing is more beautiful and uplifting than when you are aware that the Holy Trinity cares about your preoccupations. The one we talk to has become Composer, Poet, Author and  Essayist, by the will of God and by the force of Divinity. Someone was saying on the Internet that he made frowns in the eyes of fatigue, writing an autobiographical book for an American Personality, and the character we are talking about in this presentation succeeded by the Divine force at the very old age, when other elders reflect of the effects of the old age, he, advised by his Daughter and his Son-in-law, he worked persistently and resumed writing 537 songs, 100 lyrical texts, and a multitude of Bible Essays on the Internet. The musician we talked to has consulted many American Musicians, Professors from the State Music Colleges and Universities, or outside, also consulted musicians in his own Country, but the most valuable help he received from the Heavenly God. This can be considered a "Miracle" that can be verified by both, specialists in the field and the general public. Love the Lord and your Neighbor and you will fulfill all the Holy Scripture. God blesses us, our hard work and diligence, here is that after a long time, our retired, waiting and praying to God, is also enrolled in the "Book of Life", he managed to compose a wide variety of musical and lyrical, and expressing his love for God and his neighbor, he has never forgotten the siblings and relatives of Romania, but also his brothers and sisters in the countries in which he worked, and especially the brothers and sisters in America, the country adopts those who have received it with goodwill and understanding and gave it a chance to grow and educate children, children who have come to life, have founded their own families, in turn, Have beautiful and diligent children, like their parents, children whom Grandpa helps them to learn the language of Romanian parents and Forefathers, helps them with good advice, talks about the goodness of God, despots the great sacrifice of the Lord Jesus, for the salvation of mankind, the Holly Spirit who, after the departure of the Savior in Heaven, descended upon his disciples in the form of tongues of fire, giving them the power to speak in new languages unknown until then, to heal the sick, to bring some people back to life, Holy and Clean Virgin Mary, who subjected to divine desire and gave birth to the Most High Son, raised Him, then suffered for Him. Christians who arrive at St. Peter's Cathedral in the Vatican will see the most beautiful sculptures created by the hand of the greatest artist, Michelangelo Buonarotti, PIETA (Holy Mother), taking Jesus in her lap after crucifixion, crying with great pain on Him. Then one can see the statue of Moses, David, etc. There in Rome I met the Catholic Father, Cadaru, who was donating for the emigrants and the 
poor world, in Rome, that old Man in the heart and face, gave me an appreciable sum of money to cover the needs of my family, Then he led me into the dining room of the Chapel where he served and brought me food, then kept me company until I finished my meal. Lord to rest him in peace. Here's how God helps us when we're in trouble. My music contains hymns dedicated to God, the Lord Jesus, the Holy Spirit, the Holy Virgin, contains memories of the family I raised, about myself, about the world through which I have walked and where I worked, about Romanian places and landscapes with I have composed a lot of instrumental music that contains Romanian folk games, Hora, Sarba, Dance Music, with many Samba, Rumba, Tango, Waltz, Marsh, songs that remind about Italy, Russia, USA, etc. Seeing that God's Grace descended on me through the Holy Spirit, gave me rich imagination, envy and understanding, to become a Composer, Lyricist and Essayist, self-taught. I can write biblical comments to support those who loving God. Self-Presentation, Constantin (Costel) Calin.
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